Thursday 19 July 2012


Just random thoughts...

Sure, play the sympathy card with her!
Eventually she'll figure you out!









Dedicated to my EX! :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@
This is for all the lies..

Dominican Republic

Finally in Dominican Republic, so happy here. I'm actually with people who CARE about me, don't lie to me or hurt me! 
Be flying back to the UK in a few days, going to be sad to leave. Got my nose pierced, finally! couldn't before, had something stopping me! 

So glad my life is back to normal now, got my mind of stupid small things, and finally happy! who needs people who lie to them, and hurt them? 
I've never been so damn mad in my life! But I'm taking everyday as a new day, and moving on. I don't think I have been this happy in a LONG time! 
Get to go to my neeew house, that my parents have moved into whilst I was away.

Made so many great friends who I hate to say bye to, and even got a darker tan lol!
Legs hurt so much, haven't danced this much in years! gotta love the beach :D 
Looks like there was a light at the end of my dark, nasty tunnel, and now I am living that light every day! 


Thursday 12 July 2012

Update July 2012.

Haven't been blogging a lot lately, so I thought I would update and let everyone know what's going on.

Well, there have been good, and bad things happening lately. So much stress but so much happiness too.
I guess we should start with the bad, and end on a good note.

I have been in a really controlling, manipulative, lying relationship. With someone who I thought was a decent person, but he turned out to be very controlling and aggressive. If I knew then what I know now, I'd have done a lot of things different. But I have to move on, and live on. Things were tough, and felt like a big black hole. I was lost and blinded by the truth. But things have ended and are finally over.

I'm also moving to a new location, 200 miles north to where I live now. I'm going to miss my friends, but it's going to be a new start, new people and a new college, and also a new phone number. It's time to turn over a new leaf, and just forget everything in my past.

But the good thing about moving will be that I will be closer to a new guy I met, he will be less than 2 minutes away from my new home. I'm glad, because I wont have to worry about being lied to or cheated on. He actually treats me like a person, he cares about how I feel and he is a honest guy, and doesn't even lie to me! Like I was lied to before!

Everything has changed for the better and worse, but more the better. Everything has changed and it has made me a better person, I can finally be happy and live my life without being controlled.

Everyone has to move on, and keep going.