Thursday, 19 July 2012
Dominican Republic
Finally in Dominican Republic, so happy here. I'm actually with people who CARE about me, don't lie to me or hurt me!
Be flying back to the UK in a few days, going to be sad to leave. Got my nose pierced, finally! couldn't before, had something stopping me!
Made so many great friends who I hate to say bye to, and even got a darker tan lol!
Be flying back to the UK in a few days, going to be sad to leave. Got my nose pierced, finally! couldn't before, had something stopping me!
So glad my life is back to normal now, got my mind of stupid small things, and finally happy! who needs people who lie to them, and hurt them?
I've never been so damn mad in my life! But I'm taking everyday as a new day, and moving on. I don't think I have been this happy in a LONG time!
Get to go to my neeew house, that my parents have moved into whilst I was away.
Made so many great friends who I hate to say bye to, and even got a darker tan lol!
Legs hurt so much, haven't danced this much in years! gotta love the beach :D
Looks like there was a light at the end of my dark, nasty tunnel, and now I am living that light every day!
Thursday, 12 July 2012
Update July 2012.
Haven't been blogging a lot lately, so I thought I would update and let everyone know what's going on.
Well, there have been good, and bad things happening lately. So much stress but so much happiness too.
I guess we should start with the bad, and end on a good note.
I have been in a really controlling, manipulative, lying relationship. With someone who I thought was a decent person, but he turned out to be very controlling and aggressive. If I knew then what I know now, I'd have done a lot of things different. But I have to move on, and live on. Things were tough, and felt like a big black hole. I was lost and blinded by the truth. But things have ended and are finally over.
I'm also moving to a new location, 200 miles north to where I live now. I'm going to miss my friends, but it's going to be a new start, new people and a new college, and also a new phone number. It's time to turn over a new leaf, and just forget everything in my past.
But the good thing about moving will be that I will be closer to a new guy I met, he will be less than 2 minutes away from my new home. I'm glad, because I wont have to worry about being lied to or cheated on. He actually treats me like a person, he cares about how I feel and he is a honest guy, and doesn't even lie to me! Like I was lied to before!
Everything has changed for the better and worse, but more the better. Everything has changed and it has made me a better person, I can finally be happy and live my life without being controlled.
Everyone has to move on, and keep going.
Well, there have been good, and bad things happening lately. So much stress but so much happiness too.
I guess we should start with the bad, and end on a good note.
I have been in a really controlling, manipulative, lying relationship. With someone who I thought was a decent person, but he turned out to be very controlling and aggressive. If I knew then what I know now, I'd have done a lot of things different. But I have to move on, and live on. Things were tough, and felt like a big black hole. I was lost and blinded by the truth. But things have ended and are finally over.
I'm also moving to a new location, 200 miles north to where I live now. I'm going to miss my friends, but it's going to be a new start, new people and a new college, and also a new phone number. It's time to turn over a new leaf, and just forget everything in my past.
But the good thing about moving will be that I will be closer to a new guy I met, he will be less than 2 minutes away from my new home. I'm glad, because I wont have to worry about being lied to or cheated on. He actually treats me like a person, he cares about how I feel and he is a honest guy, and doesn't even lie to me! Like I was lied to before!
Everything has changed for the better and worse, but more the better. Everything has changed and it has made me a better person, I can finally be happy and live my life without being controlled.
Everyone has to move on, and keep going.
Friday, 2 September 2011
Hi again!
I seem to forget about Blogger sometimes, Woops my mistake! I even had to reset my password cause I forgot about it :/
I guess its just hard to start writing to someone without a responce or knowing what to say, I find it a little awkward to type a blog and not know what to say!
I am not sure what to type so uh.........well I guess ill find somewhere to start! lol, Summer holiday went past fast, I start school in a few days, im excited but then again im not looking forward to it, and well I didnt really do much this summer, there wasnt anything to do really!
Went to the beach! saw some sites, and stayed home! FUN!:D lol
I dont know what to type....Some subject on what to write about might help, im not sure what people like to read, or like to know.
its a little strange typing so much and having people read it, but hey im gonna try to blog and tallk abut random stuff:D
Im trying to stick with a theme, but I dont think thats going to happen...Its actually a lot harder to blog than it looks!
All that I have typed has possibly taken me an hour or so to figure out what to say lol!
But then again the draft for this has stayed in the inbox thing for a few days!
School isnt that far away...OK I keep repeating myself! this isnt good blogging!!!!
hm, Think...think....ok....hm lets talk about......Other bloggers! well my mum has a blog about food in the south, shes pretty good and has a facebook page with a couple hundred facebook fans! which is pretty awesome! Im gonna try to achieve that lol. Blogging must not run in the family! I SUCK at the moment, but well check it out....its called (A Taste Of Dixie)Ok I know I may be slightly publishing her site on here but hey its worth a try LOL! I check out other peoples blogs and I think Ok, lets try again, if they can do it so can I, but never happens!...........Well I am currently boooooooooorreeed out my mind laying here typing and typing stuff I dont even know what to say! uh watching a Christmas movie in September! and listening to Kings of Leon! (dont ask why) I am a little strange but I guess its a lot better than being normal and boring. I guess everyone is weird in their own certain way....or is it just me? hmm I have very odd thoughts in my mind, I usually keep it to myself cause I get the look of "OK shes a little weird, walk away fast!" So ok, forget it lol, im going to rest and then think of more to say, bye:D
I guess its just hard to start writing to someone without a responce or knowing what to say, I find it a little awkward to type a blog and not know what to say!
I am not sure what to type so uh.........well I guess ill find somewhere to start! lol, Summer holiday went past fast, I start school in a few days, im excited but then again im not looking forward to it, and well I didnt really do much this summer, there wasnt anything to do really!
Went to the beach! saw some sites, and stayed home! FUN!:D lol
I dont know what to type....Some subject on what to write about might help, im not sure what people like to read, or like to know.
its a little strange typing so much and having people read it, but hey im gonna try to blog and tallk abut random stuff:D
Im trying to stick with a theme, but I dont think thats going to happen...Its actually a lot harder to blog than it looks!
All that I have typed has possibly taken me an hour or so to figure out what to say lol!
But then again the draft for this has stayed in the inbox thing for a few days!
School isnt that far away...OK I keep repeating myself! this isnt good blogging!!!!
hm, Think...think....ok....hm lets talk about......Other bloggers! well my mum has a blog about food in the south, shes pretty good and has a facebook page with a couple hundred facebook fans! which is pretty awesome! Im gonna try to achieve that lol. Blogging must not run in the family! I SUCK at the moment, but well check it out....its called (A Taste Of Dixie)Ok I know I may be slightly publishing her site on here but hey its worth a try LOL! I check out other peoples blogs and I think Ok, lets try again, if they can do it so can I, but never happens!...........Well I am currently boooooooooorreeed out my mind laying here typing and typing stuff I dont even know what to say! uh watching a Christmas movie in September! and listening to Kings of Leon! (dont ask why) I am a little strange but I guess its a lot better than being normal and boring. I guess everyone is weird in their own certain way....or is it just me? hmm I have very odd thoughts in my mind, I usually keep it to myself cause I get the look of "OK shes a little weird, walk away fast!" So ok, forget it lol, im going to rest and then think of more to say, bye:D
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